Today was a day spent thinking about human existence that does not end with death. It has been on my mind every day. I think about this every day but from now on I anticipate a life different from any expectation in the past.
We all live only once in this world. I wished to live together forever with those I met, but human beings cut off their relationships so easily. I feel sad that when one becomes involved with God and Satan, irreparable harm is done to one’s life, a life that is lived only once. Now that Great Being, that had never been manifested, has been manifested, I believe that authentic human life can be realized- one that does not cut off one’s relationships, repeating a sad way of life. This is the only way of life where I feel hope, as each day passes this summer.
I contemplate the meaning of each precious day of my life. A life living eternally with those I met would make every moment meaningful shine brilliantly. Without regaining a life unified with the lives of others, living together forever, I cannot find meaning in my life.
My life is one unified with the souls of my Koguryo ancestors. I knew since I was born that human existence does not end with death. By expressing my wish to live now and forever into the future together with those I encountered, I will live each day so that we all may live happily together.
Days of scorching heat continue. I am getting through this summer by having “Mt. Gojo” coffee, and feeling the souls of Jomon people –the oldest known civilization of Japan. Like them, I devote myself to living connected to the universe. I sincerely wish everyone will get through this summer healthily.
18th Jul. 2018 / in Tokyo
I experienced breaking free from the earth to the universe at the concert yesterday. If I lived embracing the universe within my heart, I would not go back to the past nor would I have to make an effort, struggling with things.
All I had to do was to live in that infinite world. I felt grateful that I was finally freed from my old state.
When I used to seek an answer by thinking about what to do in my head, the actions I took turned out demonic which made me suffer. But I learned from experience that the answer is to live unified with the universe.
Today we enjoyed a delicious meal together with everyone at the lunch gathering held at Café Konar. I was thankful to have a conversation that was heading towards realizing our authentic selves, something we can’t talk about outside. I wished to live through this hot summer together with everyone, living vigorously in the infinite world, embracing the universe inside.
After we go to Kyoto tomorrow, we plan to fire pottery in a kiln. Every experience is about living in the universe in this new divine era. All our schedules are fixed based on the guidance of Great Being, steering us to the way to survival. So I will devote myself to being present every moment, developing every day to survive to live my life to the fullest. I am sincerely thankful for my life. Thank you very much.
An infinitely transparent and beautiful world,
A single shining blue star,
An eternal soul.
The 19th king of Koguryo, Gwanggaeto the Great,
Was born under a light of Heaven,
In a world of war.
He continued to fight, and continued fighting.
He became a young king,
Leading the vanguard ahead.
He was challenged to risk his life in the middle of enemies.
The enemies, admiring the beauty of the young king,
Left without fighting.
He met desirable people to live together with,
Who became people of Koguryo, so we hear.
A wind was blowing in the land of the Gwanggaeto the Great, an infinity, an eternity, a clear mind.
He lived and kept his purest soul.
He entered into the enemy with an intention not to sacrifice anyone else's life.
He continued to fight.
There was a limit in this world, and
There was a limit in Heaven, he realized.
Soon or later far beyond Heaven,
An infinite world would be opened. Believing so,
He lived and fought together with Heaven.
Why could a human not live without a fight?
Why could a human kill a precious life?
He questioned the infinite world.
Soon or later, far beyond Heaven,
A time in which a light of the origin would appear,
A time in which many souls would accomplish their wish,
While knowing that there was a limit in Heaven,
A sorrow through his life with Heaven,
was engraved on the ground.
A time in which the land of sorrow would turn into light.
He continued to wish even after death, continued working,
He continued to make a time which would open far beyond Heaven
An appearance of a light of the origin,
An infinite world, opened far beyond Heaven.
All souls would wake up, revive, and gather.
The Beginning of a new era of new human beings.
Brilliantly and beautifully shining internality manifests the authentic state of our life full of love.
In my teens, I suffered from many diseases almost in every part of my body and experienced life and death crises several times. In such a critical moment I shed tears with slight hope. And after a dozen of years of investigations, I realized the source of hope I had embraced as an eternal bearing for opening up a future. By properly acknowledging the internal conditions of my body, I discovered that communion with another person’s life happened within my body and not only mine but another person’s physical or mental pains and a state of illness can be nursed gradually or rapidly owing to the nature of human life that could meet others in a much broader and unknown dimensional space. I did not need to operate consciously nor wish to make this process happen: towards unity with nature, everything happened just naturally and repeatedly. Now my piano improvisations express this marvelous encounter with people at a very deep level of human life so that each of you may realize an authentic state of love and realize that your life is indeed shining on to eternity in this vast universal space.