This morning my heart was lifted, the cloudiness in my head disappeared, and the discomfort in my stomach faded. Through yesterday’s screening of the “Legends of Koguryo Rediscovered” concert held in Morioka, I found an answer to a conflicted feeling I had for a long time by accepting the voice of my life straightforwardly. Because I can see the invisible world and the destinies of people, I know well that human life, existence, does not end with death. I always think about the truth and goodness of my action based on living an unending human life. The answer was evident when I perceived as the deeds of the devil, those who seriously hurt and trample the purest heart of a person, that is as precious as one’s life. To keep creating a world where humans can live in is the path to resolve all matters. Without creating a future, souls from the past will not be rewarded, nor can we live happily in the present time.
These days I have come to deeply understand the time when the Koguryo kingdom collapsed. The sorrow of the fall caused by betrayal was embedded in me. “Koguryo collapsed, we lost the nation. Leaving the nation, we headed to Japan across the rough sea. We mourned the death of our compatriots who lost their lives on the way and sank into the sea…I swore to my heart that I, who have survived, would create a new nation for the compatriots who sank into the sea…” I now deeply understand with my life the poem I have read in “Legends of Koguryo Rediscovered.” At the current time, I perceive that souls from the past will be rewarded by building a new nation and what needs to be done to wipe away sorrow. A new nation is the world unified in one where everyone lives vigorously bursting with energy. I was taught to build such world through a message I received at the Stele of King Kotai which I visited for the first time in May 1998. Now is the time to create the world. I will work on it, determined to realize it. Thank you very much.
10th Nov. 2018 / in Tokyo
I am truly thankful for the marvelous concert at Yamaha Hall in Ginza today. Today is Saturday and Erika was able to attend the concert after a long absence. “It was good that you could attend, Erika. You clapped your hands like this.” Today’s concert was very beautiful. Putting myself in the flow of the Galaxy, I have recognized well that to worry about trivial matters of humans and to live this way are wrong. Human beings are to live in the broad and large flow, being filled with love. My life experienced that humankind is an existence of love. I deeply appreciate for it.
“Erika, do you have anything to say?
“No, I don’t”
“It would be nice if you could come again.
“Of course I can!”
“Yes, that’s right, of course you can. Good girl.
Thank you all very much.”
An infinitely transparent and beautiful world,
A single shining blue star,
An eternal soul.
The 19th king of Koguryo, Gwanggaeto the Great,
Was born under a light of Heaven,
In a world of war.
He continued to fight, and continued fighting.
He became a young king,
Leading the vanguard ahead.
He was challenged to risk his life in the middle of enemies.
The enemies, admiring the beauty of the young king,
Left without fighting.
He met desirable people to live together with,
Who became people of Koguryo, so we hear.
A wind was blowing in the land of the Gwanggaeto the Great, an infinity, an eternity, a clear mind.
He lived and kept his purest soul.
He entered into the enemy with an intention not to sacrifice anyone else's life.
He continued to fight.
There was a limit in this world, and
There was a limit in Heaven, he realized.
Soon or later far beyond Heaven,
An infinite world would be opened. Believing so,
He lived and fought together with Heaven.
Why could a human not live without a fight?
Why could a human kill a precious life?
He questioned the infinite world.
Soon or later, far beyond Heaven,
A time in which a light of the origin would appear,
A time in which many souls would accomplish their wish,
While knowing that there was a limit in Heaven,
A sorrow through his life with Heaven,
was engraved on the ground.
A time in which the land of sorrow would turn into light.
He continued to wish even after death, continued working,
He continued to make a time which would open far beyond Heaven
An appearance of a light of the origin,
An infinite world, opened far beyond Heaven.
All souls would wake up, revive, and gather.
The Beginning of a new era of new human beings.
Brilliantly and beautifully shining internality manifests the authentic state of our life full of love.
In my teens, I suffered from many diseases almost in every part of my body and experienced life and death crises several times. In such a critical moment I shed tears with slight hope. And after a dozen of years of investigations, I realized the source of hope I had embraced as an eternal bearing for opening up a future. By properly acknowledging the internal conditions of my body, I discovered that communion with another person’s life happened within my body and not only mine but another person’s physical or mental pains and a state of illness can be nursed gradually or rapidly owing to the nature of human life that could meet others in a much broader and unknown dimensional space. I did not need to operate consciously nor wish to make this process happen: towards unity with nature, everything happened just naturally and repeatedly. Now my piano improvisations express this marvelous encounter with people at a very deep level of human life so that each of you may realize an authentic state of love and realize that your life is indeed shining on to eternity in this vast universal space.