Today, a live-streamed talk by Master Idaki Shin was held. It became an irreplaceable experience for me. While listening to him speak about Hegel’s concept of “consciousness,” I felt my chest grow unsettled and tormented. Following the cause of my state while listening intently, I could trace it back and reached a point just before making a leap. I realized that at this very point, I had always run away because of fear. Now, I see that I can live by continuously making leaps forward, and this fills me with great hope. Knowing that when my consciousness is clear, I can think through things and arrive at answers has given me strong confidence. Until now, whenever I felt unsure before the final step, I was overwhelmed by fear. The fact that I can think things through means there is no limit. From now on, no matter what happens, I’m ready to accept it, reflect on it, and find answers. This gives me hope and courage. It is an utmost joy that ultimately, we meet Great Being. I sincerely hope to pursue my thinking until I reach that point. Today, I clearly understood the cause of the fear I had carried since childhood. It became a great realization and experience that transformed my life. I'm truly grateful for this irreplaceable experience.