A new era of Love No2
Last night, I watched a DVD of the Idaki Shin Saadabad Palace concert. The ending title of the concert, Peace Message, coincided very well with the state of my mind full of peace.
Moreover the last scene was Mt.Gojo, the original place of Koguryo, I exclaimed the name Mt.Goji out of joy and with tearful eyes. I recalled my poem called Dream in Mt. Gojo that envisioned an unknown future when everybody’s lives were shining brilliantly, living their lives true to their nature and getting together at Mt.Gojo. This was what I called a light-scape that told a future for the realization of global peace.
Following a previous letter, I want to tell further about my grudge against my elder brother. I suffered this bad feeling till I lost both of my parents. I came to realize that we were made to act in different ways for the sake of our parents and our family’s long traditions. Now that our parents had passed away, there left no reason to fight each other any more. I felt severe sadness. I regretted my behaviors and my grudge was gone. I also recalled how my elder brother saved my mother when my house set fire. It happened when I was three years old. I caught the measles and was sleeping in the bed with high fever. My mother rushed to rescue me but was paralyzed with fright at the gigantic flaming fire. Then my brother bravely saved both my mother and me from the fire. What I bore at the bottom of my heart was not enmity but sincere wishes for him to encounter Mr. Idaki Shin, to exploit his precious life to the full. I met Mr.Idaki Shin, took his counseling courses and then I could live a wonderful life far beyond my imagination It seemed that I was representing Koguryo and the power of destiny exercised over my life to encounter Mr.Idaki Shin. I came to feel that I should be grateful to my destiny and the long lineage behind my life. I was encouraged to live a rigorous life, exercising positive influences to the world all the more for the sake of those who could not take the Idaki counseling course. I told many volunteer members who took the Idaki counseling course that they should consider the tremendous importance of their life and the meaning of how they came to meet Mr.Idaki Shin. When one opens one’s scope of life towards something greater than just personal things, then one can overcome one’s personal concerns and starts to live a more meaningful life. I have been refraining from disclosing something personal but I felt like telling these stories especially after the two important concerts, the Legends of Koguryo Rediscovered of the 12th May and the Messages of Mother Earth at Suginami-ku. I was liberated from the controlling system of our society. When I question the reason behind every struggle, there are sad human histories and something controlling us artificially. Therefore the precious experience of love at an Idaki Shin concert is a drastic solution. Ill feelings do not take us anywhere. My fellow volunteer members might appear to be a bit fanatic, but they know the deeper meaning of our activities because we share a lot experiences together. Especially they were sincere to me when I was struggling, and suffering finally to overcome difficulties. Those who watch from outside are separating people’s unity. The most important thing is to get together at the core of our heart and overcome the critical situation of the world. I welcome many people to organizing as many events as possible and share the precious experience of true love.