To resume a new life
After watching twice the video of the Legends of Koguryo Rediscovered concert of 12th May I understood several important things in my life that allowed me to laugh at my preoccupations. In contrast to my poor condition yesterday, when I suffered from heart ache, today I was as vigorous as could be. I was freed from a controlling power that prevailed over a system to watch everything.. I was touched to my heart to see how my life has been delivering messages from within, and displayed a series of key words.. The one I got from yesterday night was feverish emotion, calming down and hiding one’s true self. I recalled, from childhood, how I tried hard to make myself silent, observant to orders, and unnoticed by others, because people often told me I came out too much. Even today people tend to claim that everything I do is too much, such as distributing too many leaflets, organizing too many concerts and events, and displaying too many items at the concert hall, etc. All of them seem to me ridiculous, as I am always observing rules, and for this reason I am limiting my activities. I am motivated to deliver my message to everybody on this planet. When I oppress my ardent desire I damage my body. I tend to get scared before a system that keeps watch over my behavior, because I was born in a family with long history and my elder brother was very strict. I could do nothing but obey him as he never listened to me. Twenty seven years have elapsed since I met Mr. Idaki Shin and started to live a new life true to the idea of Idaki, center of the universe, and I thought this tendency of mine was gone. I wonder if rules were still associated in my mind with my relationship with my brother. However I could never let my soul make any concessions. I could not change anything before truth. I always tell people to acknowledge their deepest wishes, now that people’s lives are inter-connected with each other. One’s innermost wishes are surely understood as the core of one’s life is connected with the universe. When one feels the world of eternity one can overcome any obstacles in one’s personal life and those of society as well, to make a peaceful society. This is the reason why I have been organizing as many Idaki Shin concerts as possible all over the world. Therefore for me the Legends of Koguryo Rediscovered concert of the 12th May opened a new page of human history, and the prevailing system of controlling people ended.