KEIKO KOMA net

22 May 2010

My deepest wishes

As one’s life was always paving a way to live on, one’s deepest wishes showed the way to open up one’s future. When I needed to decide a day to hold our concert an incident always happened that taught me the most suitable date, so I had no choice but to listen both to inner and outer messages. I knew that our concert activities were indispensable to create our future era. However I always had to stress their importance and meaning as ordinary people usually could not understand that a musical concert would be able to do so. In reality everyone had to experience them to live on in a new era, as Mr. Idaki Shin had been receiving influences from the world, clarifying them, and at each concert he would express by way of improvisation the process of getting them over. At the beginning of a concert, I narrated his message and was deeply impressed to acknowledge that he had been tackling historically deep rooted problems far beyond my imagination. However as I looked into my internality I could discover the same problems as a wall in front of me that would have oppressed me without my being conscious but for his concert. So his concert allowed us always to renew our lives by getting over problems and to become more and more energetic and capable to do more things. This was an authentic way to develop one’s life and live a meaningful life. What I acknowledged as a great hope was that our life was influencing people all over the world and our concert in Japan was contributing to open up the future of our world. I have experienced in my life that a person’s deepest wishes could not only develop one’s life, but contribute to an entire society. When one remained true to one’s deepest wishes one’s life was in harmony with the principles of life. If one went against them, one could not find a way for the future and would invite many problems. Our concert provided a precious opportunity to acknowledge this by regaining natural sensitivity for human life. I could not express my greatest gratitude in words for being able to hold the Idaki Shin concert on my birthday.

It was raining and trees were wet.
Flowers and grasses were nourished.
In May every creature looked full of vigor.
Open one’s heart to receive light coming from
The world three stages before the Big Bang.
Our future was wide open.
Lovely and pleasant.
Life was shining brilliantly
Filled with hope to live on.