6th July 2013

 

Awareness

 

I acknowledged the necessity to correct any inner sensitivities within my life that were not truthful to the principles of life. We had started living in a new era and human beings were not allowed to live in a rude manner as in the past, and I realized that the nature of life was perfect and felt great gratitude for being alive in a wonderful era. Especially the Idaki Shin concert and his lecture clarified a distorted state of our consciousness and way of life that arrogantly pretended to know everything. The motive and source of his expressions both in music and talk were very different from ordinary people and as I cherished every day the well being of my Lebanese friends who taught me to live a life at full alert every moment under a war situation, I realized that our life was responding instance after instance in a spontaneous and unpredictable manner. Nothing was determined in advance so one would fail to see the reality if one considered oneself fully knowledgeable of one thing or another; time was stopped in the past. Then I made up my mind to refresh myself every moment as if I were reborn. Human beings that would become connected to Great Being would change an entire world by manifesting the beauty of life that would never have been destroyed by any outer forces. The only solution was to realize an authentic human nature and live a truly human life. I would take the initiative.