19th May 2013
Expression of soul
Like a worrier’s suite often times I pretended being ignorant of something, however now I realized that the time had come to take it off. I lamented very much the sad way of life by hiding something important. It was a wonder. However personally I felt I had no other choice for the sake of survival. While I have been in charge of verbalizing negative destinies inherited within participants’ life at the Idaki counseling courses, quite often I identified within people’s life and history that in Japan if one expressed the truth one would be killed. This has been repeated endlessly till now. Meanwhile I felt that I knew that “God of war” was expressed as one of the main themes at yesterday’s Idaki Shin concert. As I had inherited the nature of kings of Koguryo within my life, it made my life extremely vigorous as it did for ancient kings. I knew the time to make a successful battle to gain its blessing. Though I was not living in a war situation, a god of war has always helped me achieve something. However I used to have the tendency of pretending being ignorant of it myself. Now I knew that I was living a new truly vigorous life realizing a global peace filled with joy, so I would manifest the nature of a royal family of Koguryo as a shaman king. I could envision destinies of other persons and an invisible world. I refrained from telling freely what I envisioned as many people questioned me, however in a newly manifested world I realized that I had to manifest my true nature as it was. A baby was appealing to me to express myself in a direct manner as it cried. Children could not live on in an artificially built society that was against human nature and principles of life. The internality of human life was screaming out, asking for moving ahead, directly expressing a nature of life newly to build an era of the truth. A pure heart of human beings would welcome the arrival of an era for life that allowed us to manifest our true nature.
When I visited the tomb of king Kotai and his inscription stone monument in Jian, the ancient capital city of Koguryo, I came to realize a new way of life and I carried only indispensable items and concentrated myself on most important things. I found myself unified with the surrounding space, extremely quick in actions and remained truthful to my own nature. This was an extremely joyful and pleasant moment in my life. I looked like ancient Koguryo’s general and shaman king who could hear foot steps of an enemy far beyond mountains as he was blessed by Heaven. King Kotai always took the initiative in a battle and everybody cherished their king. I felt close to him and became most powerful when I lived a life truthful to my true nature. In reality king Kotai questioned the reason why he had to keep on fighting and asked Heaven. And at the height of his extreme grievance he sincerely wished to open up a new glorious world in a higher dimension that was alien to our world perpetuated with wars. Now that an endless world far beyond Heaven was wide open our human heart and soul were recovered.
We were heading for the Legends of Koguryo Rediscovered concert for the sake of our world guided by Great Being. I sincerely wished to share our concert with everybody to create a truly vigorous world.