12th May 2013

 

13th of May

 

I loved May best since I was a child, as I was born in May, and every year I felt great hope in its fresh greening of leaves of trees, vigorous energies, beautiful light and wind blowing around space, while the true hope was to be able to encounter Mr. Idaki Shin who could liberate negative destinies inherited within our life to realize a truly human life. Now we were living in a new era of hope.
My father loved Kyoto, and this year I was guided to hold the Idaki Shin concert on my birthday in Kyoto, so I was sure that my father was also very happy. I felt also that numerous souls of my ancestors who had built the ancient capital city were celebrating it with joy. I realized that Kyoto was now filled with joy for the first time, while in the past I always felt something heavy, as numerous souls of people had been hidden and painfully buried underground in piles that were never rewarded. Mr. Idaki Shin has been changing this misery by playing the piano, and I realized the change with my own life. The feeling of pain and heaviness was removed every time as there had been his concert in Kyoto. Last night I walked along a stone pavement and we smiled at each other with my fellow staff, and I said quite naturally that nothing was more amusing than our path. My mother who had passed away used to tell me that when she was pregnant with my life she was most happy in her life. My brothers and sisters told me that they vividly remembered the day of my birth. That was a very clear beautiful day. We scarcely had a chance to talk to each other so they must be extremely impressed by that day. I considered that every life had anticipated encountering Mr. Idaki Shin in a future that would not only liberate me, but also from all my family members and souls of my ancestors from 2000 years of history of Koguryo. In reality I was sure that my ancestors had come ashore to Japan as they had envisioned a glorious light in Japan that would save humankind. By encountering Mr. Idaki Shin, this vision was realized. So I was living a life representing all my ancestors and had been guided in this direction.
Meanwhile I vividly recalled that when I had visited tombs of ancient Koguryo at Jian in China I was blown by an extremely gentle, pure and beautiful wind and souls of my ancestors welcomed my visit with joy. Mr. Idaki Shin said at that time that he loved the place as he realized that my ancestors had dedicated their life completely for their descendant. My heart was greatly moved with warmth and tears came into my eyes. Mr. Idaki Shin said that usually a historic site made him feel pains but that place was pure and gentle to his life. I realized with my own life that souls of my ancestors were rewarded owing to him. For some reason I had the same sensation of joy and resurrection of souls of my ancestors as we were heading for the coming Idaki Shin concert to be held in Kyoto. Souls of people in the past should be rewarded, otherwise people now alive would not be able to create a good future. Each person was now allowed to manifest one’s true nature. Humankind has long wished to be provided with this new era. I would participate in the coming concert in Kyoto representing all my ancestors.