4th May 2013
Value
I made up my mind to buy something when I felt a touch of hope and dream. I wondered what to buy for presents when I went abroad to meet people and no new idea came into my mind as nothing made me feel so. Without encounters I did not feel like buying anything, while for me, an encounter signified anticipation for a marvelous future. When I envisioned this, I loved to buy something. Without this, I refrained from buying anything, even though here was a need to buy something. Therefore I started to create something by myself.
As I liked ceramic arts I frequented shops. However these days nothing attracted me. So one day I started to draw a painting on a plain ceramic pot, true to what I had envisioned in my night dream. By coincidence the drawing I created without any intention looked exactly the same as the photo of the birth of a star that was shown in a program on television. When I drew it I just enjoyed drawing something in a free manner and finished it all at once. That was a supreme moment of my life. Also I was very glad to share my joy with many people who appreciated my works, as they became very happy without any particular reason; the energy of my works was indeed extraordinary. So I loved drinking coffee with my ceramic cup as I could become very creative with new inspirations for opening up a future. Valuable things could make one creative, envision a dream and future. I was grateful to my daily life full of creativities and richness as all my art works were unique in the world and attracted a person that suited one while I heard that a thing that had a soul was designed to encounter somebody suitable. As I started creating art works I came to realize this. My art work remained waiting for its suitable owner. These day things selling at stores did not attract me any longer as I could not feel a brilliancy for opening up a future. To buy a thing signified a way to invest in a direction of one’s future. So to spend money for our activities such as the Idaki counseling courses was indeed the best way to open up one’s marvelous future. And I usually created many things by myself that made me embrace hope and dream for the future. I truly enjoyed living a life surrounded by attractive things full of creativities.