24 August 2012
Great Being
Tonight I envisioned a light-scape within my life that was that dominant powers over the world in the past were fading away and we witnessed the dawn of new era blessed by Great Being. I realized that numerous souls of people were gathering here from all over the world as we would hold the Idaki Shin concert in Kyoto. The state of my life became very unstable, however, I was sure that Mr. Idaki Shin would fully receive every negative thing and take it up to the Heavenly world by way of playing the piano and the pipe organ. I thought about enormous pains and heaviness imposed on his life that were beyond my imagination as my sensation was concerning itself about my own life while his state of life was responding to everybody on earth and in past history.
I wished to remain stable without negative energy so that at least my life would not bother him and I have been preparing for this. While I always tried not to bother other persons because of my short temper and intentionally suppressed it, as long as I had something within my life, the negative state of my life has bothered both my own life and that of others’ indifference to whether or not I would expressly put it into words or by my behavior. Especially children and people who had good sensitivity got negative influence in their internality. This was the limit of any intentional control consciousness. In reality I responded to other persons in the same manner. So we were sensing negative factors of life in any person. I came to realize this fact after our five concerts held in three days that allowed me to experience an authentic state of love and to live a life unified with surrounding space. All we should do was to follow a natural command of our life. I could visually see that the state of life of people so far has always negatively influenced other people’s life and deprived us of fully developing our inner potentials, while at the Idaki Shin concert one could realize a new state of human relationship that allowed everybody vigorously to live in harmony with each other. Any state of life that deviated from this looked strange. Like this I was glad as I could deepen the understanding of human nature every day. The era of Great Being allowed every person to live an authentic human life. I was extremely happy and felt grateful from the bottom of my heart to be alive in this new era.