KEIKO KOMA net

29 Mar  2009

To tell the truth

After having finished two counseling courses, I took the last train to Kyoto and safely arrived late at night. I prayed for our volunteer staff who had been working all night long and departed Tokyo by car to transport my art works. I recalled that Mr. Idaki Shin told us at the volunteer meeting that one could be successful by constructing a good strategy and training one’s body to move at any time when needed as in war time. So I did not need to care too much for my staff. Last year I organized in Kyoto as many as three Legends of Koguryo rediscovered concerts as well as holding my exhibition two times. And unusually, this year I am heading for a big Idaki Shin concert and three gallery exhibitions. I will also organize an Idaki Shin concert in Kagoshima. I acknowledged a historic meaning and link behind these events. 
Instructed by Mr. Idaki Shin, I had a Russian article on my visit to Moscow translated into Japanese to find, to my great joy, that they felt warmth at heart in the same manner as I. I love Russia very much. At first I envisioned within myself a rigid door that resisted opening and I concentrated on listening to my internal voice. Then I felt something was melting away. In the morning Mr. Idaki Shin’s message was delivered to my website and before I finishing reading it I found myself completely liberated from something rigid in my heart. I started laughing by myself. I was greatly impressed by the power of words when they were created out of the core of life. I acknowledged that we could live an autonomous life and open up our future by developing our own true expressions. Therefore in introducing the Idaki Shin concerts, I always explained that owing to his music and unique counseling courses I was miraculously cured from a fatal illness. Also without hesitation I spoke out about the influences of my ancestors, kings of Koguryo, which often raised controversial issues. However, after my father’s death, there remained nobody but I who could tell its true story. Especially after the world three stages before the Big Bang was manifested, the truth should prevail all over and by expressing only truth, I could live the most vigorous life.