KEIKO KOMA net

17 Mar  2009

My heart and plum flowers

Before starting my lecture event, I received as present a vase of plum flowers that told to me its  wish for me to live a happy life. I recalled that when I was a child my father used to take me every year to Jindaiji temple to celebrate the plum festivity with Daruma market place on the 3rd of March. While Jindaiji was known for the sad romance of a couple whose origin was different, one was a local habitant and the other from Koguryo, plum flowers have been representing hope for living a happy life. When I grew up, in my turn, I made it a rule to give my niece a special ornament with plum flowers wishing her happy life, as each tiny petal seemed to be filled with hope for a wonderful future and expressing its utmost vigor and beauty. So today brilliancy of hope for the future that was brought by plum flowers was revived and I said back to the plum flowers that I wished every creature a happy life.    

Revival of true human intelligence

The Idaki Shin concert in Fukuoka made me shed tears as soon as he hit the first note.
I was deeply impressed and embraced by a special holy atmosphere that I have been familiar with from childhood. Originally God and Satan were one in the world three stages before the Big Bang. Because they were separated from each other, both humankind and divine beings have been repeating a sad history. The message for today’s concert was the revival of true human intelligence that he had once talked about in his lecture for entrepreneurs. It was an essential human attribute that allowed human beings to acknowledge ideals of the world, divine beings and the universe as an integral part all about oneself. At the concert because I was the representative of the organizer, I was destroyed by some of the audience’s improper behavior, however as I concentrated more on the music, I was deeply touched by the beautiful world that I was familiar with. I could not resist shedding tears. Mr. Idaki Shin always expressed the truth. The other day he talked about modern Japanese history and I wished to listen to it endlessly without sleeping or taking a meal as I enormously enjoyed the true story that gave me energy to live on and move forwards. Nothing was more precious than meeting him. Today also I wished that the concert would not come to an end. He expressed a field of life that I cherished very much in part one, and part two was very dynamic as if I were facing the genesis of the universe so that I supposed nobody would have considered it a piece of music coming from just a solo piano. Its extremely powerful energy took everybody to another dimension of the world. All the divine beings were visible. I envisioned guardian angels for inaugurating a new dynasty that I could encounter at his concert for Koguryo and its legendary hero, Tangun. Gods of other countries were also present. The relation between god and human being was changed. It used to be perpetuated by obscurity but now both were liberated from each other and still unified. I recalled that Mr. Idaki Shin once said that money and god had a similar character in our society. God had not been free from the idea of money. He named this, as the result of lack of true human intelligence. Therefore I felt that Mr. Idaki Shin was liberating each from artificial burdens, so that both man and god could regain their original nature. At the end of the concert, I could see and even hear big applause made by all the divine beings. Some big change was happening within myself.  In my back, I felt a god for building the Koguryo dynasty. Tears came up endlessly. I recalled how deeply my life was associated with the works of gods. I realized for the first time in my life that I could live a new life as an individual. My relationship with Gods became different. We were now unified but free. I thought what I would do if the world I was born in had been already peaceful one. While I have been praying for world peace since I was three years old, this must have been different. I envisioned a beautiful new light of life. Though my objective to change the world remained the same, I realized that from now on, I could manifest my true nature