KEIKO KOMA net

4 Mar  2009

Prayer

I worked endlessly as I wished to support as much as possible my staff who left Tokyo a week ago and have been promoting our concerts in Kagoshima and Fukuoka as a result of which, today my blood pressure became very high. Mr. Idaki Shin played the piano for me and I acknowledged that I should have been more careful and wiser; I could have better supported my staff in an alternative manner. I felt warmth in my body and then my blood pressure was stabilized. At tonight’s café Akira saloon gathering, I talked about my most painful memory in the early days of Idaki activities. Namely I came to hear the death notice of many people who had refused to take the Idaki counseling courses. I regretted enormously as I felt I should have insisted until they changed their minds, or my state of life had not been properly representing what the counseling courses could provide to people. The Idaki counseling courses were indeed a unique opportunity once in a life time drastically to change one’s state of life and to realize new ways of life that have never been made possible in the history of human beings. Because of living in the modern world, numerous people’s precious lives were sacrificed. I felt the urgent necessity to inform as many people as possible about our activities globally. Acknowledging one’s true self, manifesting one’s deepest wishes and to start to live a truly human life is a key to save one’s life under any negative condition of life. It is the way to realize one’s dream and also directly connected to realizing global peace. In this regard, I feel that those who have taken the Idaki counseling courses have a moral responsibility to talk to others about their marvelous experience.