KEIKO KOMA net

23 Feb  2009

Move forwards

True to what I envisioned in my night dream, I held my lecture event though usually I refrain from doing it in February as I suffer from pollen allergy. Actually I kept on sneezing since this morning and Mr. Idaki Shin accompanied me to make my condition better. He suggested I say God, and I did so, then I felt as if I were washed by pure streams of water. Something moved within myself. I could scarcely recover myself, but went up to the stage and started my lecture. The audience was very enthusiastic and everybody seemed to have sincere wishes for global peace. I realized I would keep on suffering from allergy as long as I did not fully accept my nature and mission of my life. I started suffering from it at the age of ten when I had oppressed my deepest wish to change the entire world. I knew that there were some stories that I always refrained from telling in public. And at today’s lecture as well, as soon as I started to talk about North Korea, a lot of tears came up abruptly and I had to stop my story. Though the world has been facing most critical challenges for survival, and numerous lives have been destroyed and lost, I was determined to create a truly peaceful world by organizing our concerts and cultural events, not to mention the Idaki counseling courses as our means for giving drastic solutions to all the accumulated problems. Once people will come to understand what I mean, everyone will come to participate in our programs.