KEIKO KOMA net

20  Jan 2009

Great being

The experience of our four concerts in Lebanon made me believe that I could best contribute to coping with the difficult situation of the world by manifesting a new human life in the world three stages before the Big Bang. The Legends of Koguryo Rediscovered concert held on the 11th January commemorated the same day as its first concert and I focused on expressing this. At the encore, Mr. Idaki Shin played the shamisen, a three string Japanese traditional instrument. I used to feel the sound of the shamisen quite difficult to match with my narration so when he picked up it I was scared. To my great surprise, once he started playing it, its sound made me realize the universe within my internality, that started circulating and unified me to the eternal space far beyond the universe. I could hardly stand on my own feet as its impact was enormous. Later, I was greatly satisfied with the pleasant sound of two different ouds and a guitar played by Mr. Idaki Shin at his concert entitled In Search of the Origin of Human Spirituality that followed my performance. There was a special video projection filmed and edited by him. I realized that all the souls and hearts of people I had encountered at historic sites shown in the video were together with me, unified in my internality and exercising their power to open up the future of humankind. I recalled how I enjoyed walking along these ruins and was touched by the same gentle breezes and sounds of a town as in ancient times. I could learn something essential to human beings. The sound of Mr. Idaki Shin seemed to revive glorious light and winds in the past and bring everything towards the world of eternal life. I was deeply touched but I envisioned the nothingness of my internality. It was the first time in my life. I was truly liberated and without consciousness I shed tears. His sound seemed endless and I realized that I had renewed my life. Mr. Idaki Shin told me after the concert that when one was truly moved there remained nothing within one’s heart. This experience opened also my deepest wish that I had been embraced but not disclosed before the public. This was about North Korea. My ancestors left there and came ashore on the coast of Japan. My feeling of deep grievance and separation derived from the history of exile after the destruction of Koguryo. At the end of the end of year concert held last month in Aomori, I narrated spontaneously a poem on this subject. As the world three stages before the Big Bang was manifested everything would become possible. The era of truth has indeed come. I realized the great being that had been exercising its limitless power over Mr. Idaki Shin in order to create a truly new world. Everything was heading towards a glorious future and the time of great transformation has really come.