KEIKO KOMA net

31  Dec 2008

To transform my irritations to a creative energy

The Idaki Shin concert at Meguro Persimmon Hall and his  lecture yesterday provided me with a precious experience to realize the world three stages before the Big Bang. I was filled with vigor and energy to do anything to open up the future, however, today, I found myself very nervous and irritating to everything. I tried to understand my state of life and wrote on a white paper things coming up in my mind such as I hate everything. Since childhood I have a quite different sensitivity from other people and nothing has satisfied me. However, I knew that I could change the world by expressing myself so I made up my mind to transform all my energy into something that would contribute to create a better future for people all over the world. Mr. Idaki Shin told me that my irritations were understandable because I have started a new life in the completely new world; everything in the past should look out of date. I felt grateful to him as my blood pressure remained stable though sometimes my irritation got outrageous. My state of consciousness seemed a little confused but in reality I became capable of finishing things much faster than before. For example today I could narrate more stories within a very short time, at a recording studio for my weekly FM program. Before accumulating problems of the world, I used to feel overwhelmed by tragedies and the loss of numerous precious lives but now that the completely new world was manifested, the world three stages before the Big Bang, without being influenced too much by sad incidents, I could concentrate myself for paving the way for peace and find ultimate solutions by realizing the new world on earth.