KEIKO KOMA net

2９  Dec 2008

The eternal spring

Last night I put on a wall of the Skyrocket center, the photo panel that had captured an ideal image of myself. At night I sensed something extraordinary in the darkness in my room and woke up to find that the photo panel was its origin. The photo has indeed visualized my future. Or I dared to say that the photo was probably taken in some unknown future and was brought to me from the future. When I envisioned my internality, I looked like somebody coming from outside the earth. Since frameworks in my consciousness were removed, I had nothing to protect me from outer influences. So when I was together with other people, I suffered from their negative state of life and my blood pressure used to go up very high. I knew that Idaki Shin had been taking care of me otherwise I would not be alive now. And after the world three stages before the Big Bang was manifested, I could manage my unstable blood pressure by tuning myself to it. However it took me some time before I started to live a life in this world without consciously adjusting my life to it. Tonight the Idaki Shin piano improvisational concert was held, and I anticipated to make a drastic change in my life taking advantage of this precious opportunity to experience this new world more. I said to myself that I would become an extra-terrestrial being. Listening to the music I felt that I started to take off everything I had acquired on the earth, flying freely over Heaven and indeed became somebody coming from an outer cosmos. I was filled with enormous hope for the future and rejoiced at the perfect beauty of the universe. I might call it the arrival of the eternal spring. The border between this world and another world, past and future disappeared. Every creature would be filled with joy and make full blooms in this eternal world. Tonight’s concert commemorated the beginning of the true life.