KEIKO KOMA net

20  Dec 2008

Living in the world three stages before the Big Bang

At today’s video screening of my concert in Tyre held on the 4th Dec this year, everything manifested that beauty should be eternal as I watched pure allowances of light, breezes and streaming water. Tyre was the place where I met the soul of my father eight years ago and he taught me the eternal nature of life. So today’s gathering encouraged me greatly and filled me with hope for the future. 
Meanwhile, I have been busy settling my things at home after the renovation. I put on a  refurbished wall panel photos taken by Mr. Idaki Shin and I was excited to start my new daily life in the new environment. However, to my shame, until late at night I kept on looking in vain for a vessel hand made by my father. It was my most precious treasure and before the renovation I put it at the center of the entrance. I should have put it in a very special and secure place. I started to get very nervous and then I became very sad as if I had lost my father again. As the renovation took place during my absence probably somebody might put it aside. I tried to calm myself down, took a bath and tuned myself to the world three stages before the Big Bang. Then I let my hand search as it liked without counting on my memory and I found a box with my father’s very vessel in a most unexpected spot. I even shed tears of joy and relief. This incident showed me marvelously what was the most important thing, and when I was connected with the world three stages before the Big Bang, a solution to any matter was provided. Seemingly correct, but even one’s most logical reasoning and clear consciousness could not cope with a completely new situation, while richness in one’s internality invited many marvelous encounters that would open up a much more wonderful future than one had ever imagined.