KEIKO KOMA net

13  Dec 2008

The most necessary thing

I wished better to understand the meaning of our concerts in Lebanon this time and also I felt the necessity to share my experience with many people, so on arriving at Kansai international airport, I decided to hold screening gatherings at Café Akira for four nights successively and delivered an e-mail to volunteer members of NPO Koma, Immediately all sixty seats were fully booked. During my absence, the interior of my house was renovated and I was at a loss for a while where to find my things. By mistake  I hit my head and damaged my foot by dropping something. Though I came safely from war damaged southern Lebanon I did a wrong thing to myself at home. I still had a headache when I left home for the first day gathering. Mr. Idaki Shin was also present and it was indeed a special night. The video of the concert at Biel in Beirut showed me that contrary to my state of consciousness on that concert day, we had expressed something great with the help of a divine being. The sound of the piano played by Mr. Idaki Shin was pure and pleasant. It seemed to purify our lives from within and designated a new world as the home of our soul and core of life. When the video came to the scene where I read a poem entitled Tan-gun, the legendary hero of Koguryo, I saw that his soul was renewed while my life seemed to be reborn as well. Also I started to understand the order of importance. Often times I mistook it, especially when I encountered sad incidents; I could not calm down my emotion and failed to make an objective decision. For example I was deeply motivated to clear unexploded cluster bombs that eventually blow up children playing in the fields ever since I heard that one day before our first visit to Tyre, a child was killed by one. I studied the necessary amount of money to clear all of them and wished to ask my fellows to set up a project team. This time I saw many children at a park in Bint Jibeil and my intention became stronger. However, at tonight’s gathering, Mr. Idaki Shin told us about how we could achieve a fundamental solution, and I acknowledged the priority of my missions. I became more vigorous and my headache ended. I had fully to activate my brain properly to acknowledge the situation and discover a solution from under the greater theme of my mission.