KEIKO KOMA net

3  Dec 2008

A new wind is blowing 

Today as well as yesterday I could woke up in the morning welcomed by a magnificent view of Mt. Fuji and elegant slope of surrounding mountains. However, the traffic jam was terrible and I had to concentrate myself all day long to finish all what I had to do and also what I wished to do within today. My staffs helped me arranging means of transportation with their own cars and a taxi for going to two lectures and one gathering of poetry. At night I finished safely and sincerely expressed my gratitude to everything. Meanwhile I had pain in my heart that seemed to be coming from the second day session of the Idaki counseling courses that took place yesterday. I consulted to Mr. Idaki Shin and he said that my pain was obviously derived from a participant’s negative state of life and it would fade away while I would sleep well. I followed his advice and in reality in the morning I found myself cleared of pain. This made me imagine how terribly he has suffered by other person’s negative influences as he absorbed them while he played the piano at the second session of his counseling method. I thought people had to understand this mechanism and how he was dedicating his life to solve problems of others. 
After series of his lecture and concert from this summer, I became liberated from frameworks in my consciousness, and now I could perceive things more clearly than before. At a gathering of poetry I envisioned my internality and it was beautiful and simple that seemed to tell me that light of life remained pure under whatever outer circumstances. I could live a happier and simpler life than before as my life became liberated from the past and I was filled with joy. After expressing this at the gathering I made coffee by myself and it tasted wonderful especially because Ms. Ai made handmade ginger cakes for the gathering and they suited perfectly to my coffee. I felt a fresh breeze passing through my life. Everybody had a great time smiling to each other, tasting them and realizing how wonderful to be alive.