KEIKO KOMA net

20  Nov 2008

Excited at heart

After yesterday’s lecture by Mr. Idaki Shin on ontology, I am still excited about it because things happening around me seem to prove what he has said. I am learning a new way of life one by one. I am filled with hope for the future as I can always get over obstacles. I used to correct myself supposing that today might be my last day, trying not to waste my time by misjudging the priority of matters, and at the same time I considered myself strange as I looked like preparing to die at any moment. However, these days I could enjoy refreshing my life by thinking that way. For example I decided to reform my home in order just to install in my room a new photo panel and also I wanted to provide my possessions to others whom they might suit better than me so I decided to hold a special charity bazaar. 
At today’s gathering, many participants opened by coincidence the same page of my book, To be with all my soul, that was telling a story of my niece who tried to explain to her brother how Mr. Idaki Shin had saved his life at the risk of his own life while her brother resisted understanding the true reason why he had recovered from a fatal disease. Seemingly unrealistic but we have experienced similar cases many times. I deeply felt that those who realized Mr. Idaki Shin’s marvelous ability should propagate the truth to as many people as possible as there are many people who are in need of his help. I do not know how to thank him with words for saving my life many times. Just between two lines in my book I have a lot of things that may easily take a full day to tell.  .