KEIKO KOMA net

11 Nov 2008
 

A new world 

After the Idaki Shin concert, I could sleep fast and very well at night, embraced by pleasant winds, sound waves and light. In my dream I thanked Mr. Idaki Shin many times . I felt as if the concert did not end all night long. Because I am very sensitive, I could hardly sleep well. So it was an unusual thing in my life. Especially after frameworks of consciousness were removed by his concerts and seminars held this summer, I tried to find a way to sleep well. I suffered all day long from pains in my leg, but I scarcely noticed it. Usually I woke up at night many times, but yesterday I woke up only in the morning. The morning breezes were refreshing and were reflecting pure gentle light. I realized the beginning of a new life and I was thankful in words. During the Idaki Shin concert I can acknowledge many essential thing for my life. And at yesterday’s concert I found that my ego in the past had disappeared. I was at lost for a while until I realized that my life was totally renewed. I was always supported by Mr. Idaki Shin and numerous souls of people but this time I have experienced one of the greatest transformations in my life. It was a miraculous experience that I could not even imagine. However, at the same time I felt sorry for my remaining state of consciousness in my past life that kept on pushing me to work intensively and endlessly until pains in my leg stopped me from doing so. It was indeed the last warning message of my life to stop keeping my old way of life. What a marvelous concert it was! My life was newly born and I could liberate myself from the past. 
In the afternoon I went to a studio to record my FM program consisting of three minutes for each subject. Usually I could decide the outline of stories but today, for some reason I could not think what to say in advance. However, once I entered the studio I started talking smoothly and finished three stories very rapidly. This was another example of how everything has changed in my life. Then taking advantage of time available before tonight’s salon gathering, I went to the Skyrocket center wishing to greet the Koma calligraphy. Because of pains in my leg at first I was standing in front of it and I felt something was wrong, then I dared to sit down on my knee to show respect and I could envision the world far beyond Heaven. Under any situation one should be respectful. I heard that the ancient Japanese hero Saruta-hiko greatly contributed to people but never boasted himself of his achievement. Likewise ancient Phoenician people brought their precious civilization to many countries but they have never left any credit and kept on moving around the world wishing only to share their wisdom with as many people as possible. At the salon gathering I talked about changes in my life and by the end of it the pain in my leg was over.