KEIKO KOMA net

10 Nov 2008

A new life

Last night I suffered from the negative energies of people that have been gathering around us presumably because today was the day of the Idaki Shin piano improvisational concert that would clear them away. I could scarcely sleep and in the morning I envisioned two consciousnesses: one was unified with human life the other was alienated from it. The latter was the cause of making people like a mere object. I understood this was what Mr. Idaki Shin described in his lecture as the source of anomie that he has been struggling to solve. Eventually my legs started aching I understood that everything has indeed changed. Part one of the concert was full of pleasant sounds that expressed a new  life living in a world of freedom. My life was purified by the beautiful sound of the piano. Then He played the pipe organ that calmed me down and nursed everything. It sounded like an holy requiem. In part two I could again experience the world three stages before the Big Bang, the origin of every living creature that souls of Koguryo had called the world far beyond Heaven. Now this world has come down to earth and is with us. I am also grateful to my leg that has been delivering me a message that I had completely to change my way of life. Mr. Idaki Shin used to tell me that I had to forget whatever I had achieved in the past and not to count on the past as the new world was approaching all human beings. At the reception of our concert , though my leg was still aching, I had to welcome official guests, such as His Highness the Iranian ambassador to Japan and his wife, etc and I managed to find a way to receive them without a problem. Everything is indeed changing completely and I am grateful to my life.