KEIKO KOMA net

7 Nov 2008
 

The 1st of November

The 1st of November is the death anniversary of my father as well as the birthday of my spiritually new life of eternity. While I have been struggling after coming back to Japan from Armenia with changes made to my constitution and high blood pressure, wishing to make another start in my life I decided to renew exhibits both at the skyrocket center and Akira basement gallery, which kept me quite busy creating many new art pieces and late last night we finished all the installations. This time, instead of doing everything by myself I asked my staff to install exhibits based on my basic guidance. I felt pleasant but when I returned home my blood pressure was still high. I thought over the state of my consciousness. I recalled that Mr. Idaki Shin told me that my ancestors, king Tomei, king Jakou and my father knew only how to live a short life so I inherited from them the idea of doing everything within the same day namely to think there might not be a tomorrow. This suited my personality very well and I could achieve many wonderful things very rapidly. However, this idea of life presupposed my early death . When one was motivated by this idea, one would not live a long life. Once I went to my atelier I used to keep on making art works till I became completely exhausted as if that day were the last day of my life to be there. After having acknowledged this pattern of life, I made up my mind to change this state of consciousness of mine to a new one that would allow me to live an eternal life. 
The death of my parents taught me that a human being’s soul did not die and that death was  another birth to start living an eternal life. The vision of light coming from the world three stages before the Big Bang I saw at the Armenia concert was revived. The core of the eternal world was identical to the light of the origin and was connected to the life of Mr. Idaki Shin. Sitting in front of the calligraphy work of Koma made by Mr. Idaki Shin, I envisioned that all the kings of Koguryo were unified with that world of light surrounding the atelier and were shining brilliantly all together. I am extremely grateful to be able to commemorate the birth of a truly new life in this completely new world.