KEIKO KOMA net

4 Nov 2008
 

Expression

I was amazed at my photo taken by Mr. Idaki Shin just after the concert in Armenia. It looked like somebody who was not I but a lady living in another world. Depending on cameraman I look quite differently but this time it was much more than this. I was scared imagining that this photo was telling me that I would die soon. I felt that my blood pressure was going up. All of a sudden I recalled that the theme of the concert was to manifest the world far beyond Heaven and the light of the origin coming from the world three stages before the Big Bang. Then I understood that it was quite natural that I was photographed as somebody living in that new world, where there was no border between this world and another world. I recalled also that Mr. Idaki Shin used to tell me that after acknowledging far broader space than what was usually conceived by a modern person’s consciousness, the world expressed through our activities was real and authentic while ordinary people’s world looked like an illusion. I wanted to appreciate him again and again for his deep thought and extraordinary vision. It really took me a lot of time to understand the truth he had discovered. Another thing to note was about my blood pressure. Since I came to suffer its instability, I refrained from getting angry even if encountering something wrong, but obviously this state of consciousness itself was wrong. What I should do was to be true to the command of my life that was responding vividly to both outer and inner circumstances so that I could pave the way for my future.
Proper expression of my innermost wishes would always generate another wonderful expression. So today after three weeks absence I went to my atelier and made mind-scape drawings with much vigor. I am grateful to everything as I could have a great time creating my art pieces..