KEIKO KOMA net

30th Oct 2008
 

A transformed life living in vast space

After coming back to Japan, I felt that my blood pressure stabilized. In order to calm it down, Mr. Saito advised me to adjust the core of my life to the vision of light I saw at the Armenia concert. I resumed my work in Japan and moved around actively especially as I had to promote the coming Idaki Shin piano improvisational concert on the 3rd November. Eventually a slight uneasiness came into my mind and I measured my blood pressure. It became very high again. I immediately understood that I have been calming it down intentionally but my way of life was not true to the new world that I experienced at the Armenian concert. By coincidence Mr. Idaki Shin gave me its CD, recorded live on the spot. I listened to it again and again. I realized that my poetic performance was embraced and protected by a great holy world expressed musically by Mr. Idaki Shin. I shed tears endlessly out of extreme gratitude. A completely new world was indeed manifested. I recalled a message I received from the land of Armenia on my first visit; “originally, the home of human life was the vast universe”. Human beings are connected to everything through space so human life can go beyond the space-time framework. I used to consider myself as having a lot of talent and ability but in reality I was just supported by numerous energies, souls and people, so I became ashamed of my past consciousness that egoistically took my achievements as my own.  After the Armenian concert I grasped a new state of consciousness that could understand how the world far beyond Heaven was going to solve the accumulating problems of the world. Tuned to this new consciousness, though I got excited, my blood pressure remained stable. When one’s consciousness becomes open to the vast space, there is no distinction among all creatures. Human kind is unified with nature, the earth, the universe, and every being. This is the beginning of a new world allowing everybody to start living a truly human life.