KEIKO KOMA net

17th Sep 2008

Awakening myself

On my way to the concert hall for the Idaki Shin piano improvisational concert tonight, I was very sleepy and felt scared. I usually concentrate myself on my own activities until I achieve objectives and have never cared whether I have enough time to sleep or not. So it was quite unusual for me to feel sleepy. Something was changing in my brain. I imagined that some functions of my brain that have never been operated on started to work. I imagined that no human being in the past dozens of thousands years has ever awakened to this part of his or her brain. During the rehearsal the bass sound of the piano played by Mr. Idaki Shin seemed to make the earth tremble. I felt scared again. I anticipated that at tonight’s concert, the whole universe would be transposed into a higher dimension. In the lobby Mr. Idaki Shin displayed his photos of Jian, China, an historic city of Koguryo. Looking at them my memory in Jian was revived, and I felt blessed with light coming from far beyond Heaven. I was grateful to him for taking these wonderful photos. I was happy to see that people could experience what I have seen in Jian, just by looking at his photos. What I call the world far beyond Heaven was indeed diffusing all over. During the concert I was still very sleepy and pleasant. The sound of the piano seemed to open up potentials of my brain. Towards the end of the concert all of a sudden I fully woke up and acknowledged the heavenly light within my brain. I realized that every human being was as precious as god. Nobody should be destroyed by force. I prayed for peace from the bottom of my heart. Mr. Idaki Shin left the stage and I saw something divine in his back.