KEIKO KOMA net

5th Aug 2008

Light-scape of my life
 
Tonight we will organize the Messages of Mother Earth concert after one month of absence. I am getting rather nervous wondering which poems to narrate and on what subjects. I looked at what I called the Light-scape of my mind in order to find a clue. By coincidence last night we held a poetic gathering and I narrated the light-scape of my internality. Since I started to follow instruction given by Mr. Idaki Shin to express my deepest wishes and wrote them down every day I came to understand better how I could express them correctly in words. Emotions and sensations usually distracted my mind from something more essential. They never lead me to open up a future. However, when I kept on questioning myself over the reasons for each of my states of mind, tracing deeper into my internality, until I reached a final answer that explained everything, then my life became filled with love and my expressions echoed to the purest sound of my life. This is what I call the expression of the deepest wishes of life or simply the messages of my soul. A life assumes a future because a life gives birth to new life so it is understandable that the light-scape of my life always predicts what happens in the future. At a Messages of Mother Earth concert I partly narrate messages I received at the various historic sites of the world, and in the rest of it, I improvise poems on stage listening to the sound of the piano played by Mr. Idaki Shin. For me they are songs of life. So my concert is unpredictable and makes me nervous until I show up on stage. Also today is the death anniversary of my mother who passed away ten years ago. I am very happy and grateful to my life as I am vigorous and energetic. 
By the way at yesterday’s gathering, an attendant asked me about my former letter message on the ultimate being. It was obviously too difficult to convey what I wanted to say within several lines. But I felt it necessary to express even a flash idea about it. The history of Koguryo was indeed liberated. 
While one’s personal problem can be dealtwith  individually when one faces obstacles in one’s social life, they are usually derived from problems in past history. Mr. Idaki Shin tackles them by way of artistic expression. He solves one problem after another by giving concerts and counseling courses. In this way we are in the incessant process of overcoming negative influences on human kind. So my life after encountering Mr. Idaki Shin became miraculously successful. I knew that my life was heavily influenced by past history. However, I realized how wonderfully I could deal with it; every time my life faced new phases I challenged it to make myself stronger. Mr. Idaki Shin taught me that his concert held on the 7th of July ,the Star-day, was about the negative state of human beings about 30,000 years ago. When I wrote that the history of Koguryo was liberated people hardly understood what I meant. The thing happening around me is very difficult to express, but as I have the innate ability to see through people’s internality, negative consciousness inherited from past history looks obscure, while pure life energy shines brilliantly. At the every Idaki Shin concert, in the beginning I saw dark energies and in the end they disappeared. I had to say also that when I tried to envision the internality of Mr. Idaki Shin I saw just a transparent world; he was completely free from any negative influences. He is the only person I know who does not have any trace of past history. I remembered calling him an invisible man when I met him for the first time. He is indeed a very special person with the mission to solve human kind’s inborn problems. In the past one had to do severe exercises to awaken oneself, and personally I had practiced some such as fasting for a week under a religious organizations only to have the slightest idea about truth, but what we have to do here is just sitting in front of Mr. Idaki Shin and listening to him and we can liberate ourselves from burdens and discover our true self. This is nothing but a miracle. I believe anybody on earth will love to meet him and I am extremely grateful to my life for providing me a miraculous experience every day. Now my life is shining brilliantly and ready to open up a new era for the benefit of people all over the world.