Era of life
A piece of music by Idaki Shin seemed to tell me that victory is always on the side of life and any negative influences on life would disappear. Another piece of music featuring the saxophone played by Idaki Shin seemed to be the divine being itself. I shed tears endlessly out of shock at having encountered the divinity. And today Idaki Shin gave a lecture on ontology. I found this theme most appropriate for me. For some reason I had a heavy headache. I had to admit myself that I was about to face a dead end. Abroad people treat me only as an artist. But in Japan I have to manage several companies of my own and two NPOs. I promote concerts of my own. Many Japanese start to take an interest in our activities, because there is no way out in our society. However, some grown ups, especially men in management positions, go excentrically mad at our activities. They do not like my not making any compromises. I have to cope with them though I sincerely wish to concentrate only on creative work. I always wonder why many men behave really strangely and illogically while they themselves claim to be rational. They have no criteria or logical background, so it is impossible to have a constructive discussion with them. Knowledge has to serve people’s life, otherwise it is useless. Such being the case, I often found myself in a state of war and victory was my slogan. I could especially not tolerate people who treated other people as if they were objects. I tried my best to stay true to love and my deepest wishes, however I could not resist expressing my anger and irritation when it comes to a matter of life or death . A doctor who participated in my salon told me that analyzing and treating patients as objects was the major cause of failure in operations. I know Mr. Idaki Shin can wipe away the roots of the problem, so what I will do is to try to organize as many concerts of his as possible. But I have to make haste because more and more children are suffering death.
At today’s lecture on ontology, I envisioned monstrous shadows as well as heavenly light. I clearly saw that Mr.Idaki Shin has been dedicating all his life to struggle with negative powers and he was winning. The new era of life is approaching. I realized I did not have to get angry at people and a society that alienated human lives, because he has been fully in charge of the deadly fight with dark and negative influences over human beings. At the end of the lecture he said that one person was connected to the rest of the world, so if one acknowledged very well what was going on, then numerous others would surely start to share the same perception. What he said became a great hope for my future activities and my head ache was over.